I guess I didnt really explain why its so important to me. I just know that when I'm writing rather than tyoing, it tends to come out more genuine and i;m difinitely more connected. when i;m journaling, I dont want to feel like i need to correct my punctuation or like its so formal. I can almost bet that there's people on both sides of this opinion. If they have only typed most of their life, it probably doesnt make a difference. For me though, Its so natural for me to try to perfect my typing because thats what i've been taught. typing was always my final draft when i was in school. way back when. I'm sure its a response to that. whatever it is though, I just cannot connect without worrying if it looks goood when i;m typing. Which was another reason i just tried to type this with all my mistakes and not delete anything to go back and fix or spell check and it is SO SO difficult to just leave this the way it is. I'm going to. Sorry, I was proving it to myself though. I dont even want to give it a shot because its that difficult and it just wouldnt allow for authenticity